Crumble

I saw my world as if from a distance,

falling apart in cookie crumble way,

I can see myself trying to latch on,

in a manner of a desperate man,

When all my lifeline is all but spent,

and all the prayers remained unanswered,

You failed me, my great big love

as you denied me the truth of hope

I knew, in rescue

you would never come,

But in love, it is a sin to not hope

And an even bigger sin to withold the truth

But i committed myself the greatest sin

To love you more than myself.

Yes you failed me, but first

I failed myself.

- 12 Feb 2008 1130pm